WHAT HAPPEN?????

today 14 august , what happen ????
what happen to me??
what happen to me and she??
i am using back the word 'she'.....( this word got appear in my blog before )
eh what happen???
she bu shuang me????
or?????
....really no idea.....
today ....so quite o.....
really do not know what to do....
lost direction....
Can say that this is the 1st time happen this type of thing on me in sabah for these 4 years in sabah . .....
just now when i saw her (...--.--.....) i really do not know what to do...or what to say to her..
when see her ( ...--.--...) ...I....er...not feeling good.....
SPEECHLESS ......i do not know why i do not to dare face to face to her....
i just look her through a mirror ....just hope she is ok...keep looking ....
luckily i think she is ok le when after a while she (....--.--....) .....
although that , i still do not dare to go close or look at her....
WHY????weird o.....
maybe is that there are too many things to think and FAN about ....haiz...
really not feeling well....
i feel that......that....that...
haiz my heart .....haiz.....very uncomfortable.....
is hard to explain...
haiz so many things to think about.....
SO SO MANY things o......