i just knew it

i just knew it that i am just a ball...
being kick here kick there....
without any direction ....
sometimes i am being kicked until i am lost ...
i cant find my way back ...I AM LOST ...
but sometimes i am just being kept in a bag ...
i cant breath ,
i cant see the whats happening around me ,
i need AIR....
i need HELP ...
being a ball is not a good thing ...
when they hate you they will just kick you as far as they like ,
when they like you they will treat you good ...
for me life is a football game ...and you are the BALL...
u have to chose between the 2 goal post ...
the right want ?
the left want ?
you cant just stand there between the 2 goal post ...
you need to chose to to have a goal between these 2 goal post .
do i really need to chose to have goal in these 2 goal post ????