Feeling & 感想

left 7 days more in KK which i stayed here for 5 & a half year here .
i just ignored the SCARED & SAD feeling .
keep telling my self that I WILL BE BACK .
BUT , when i filled in the registration form , make me feel so so down.
i felt that I AM REALLY going to leave.
LEAVE my PARENTS & FRIENDS.
the feeling was KILLING me . really feel like crying .
i cant control my feeling and my mind.
keep thinking of I AM LEAVING! O NO!!!
the night before ,my parents went for supper WITHOUT me . :(
because i went out to cut & supper with my GANG!
really thx WONG YII CHYNG accompany me to cut my hair at HERMAN's house.
he had been cutting my hair for 2/3 years . THANK YOU!
that night , i reached home at 11pm , and no one at home.
my parents went supper.
after they came back my mom said THEY NEED TO PRACTICE TO GO OUT WITHOUT ME .
because next wednesday I AM LEAVING .
woa. i really felt so sad ..BUT i just ignored the feeling .
i though i will be taugh , BUT NO!!!
midnite means NOW while typing all these i ALMOST cry!
BUT i HOLD ON! NO NO!!!
study suppose to be a HAPPY stuff , should be HAPPY NOT CRYING!
ok! took a deep breath , hmm feeling much more better .
now actually is 12th May 2010 , Wednesday 3.24am .
feeling better after i bomb all in my this post . haha .
continued the next few days as TAY VUI KIT that said we should write down all our feelings & 感想before we leave SABAH for study !

Message to my BELOVED FRIENDS <3>

To Chyng :
You are the dearest & most friendly person i ever met .Alhough i really know you for only 2 years+,but it seems like i know you for a long time . haha.Thanks for sharing everything and trusted me as your friend.Although we argued & 'fight' before , but ended we still best friends . haha . I also felt thankfull that everytime i am having PROBLEMs , you will be the 1st to help me to solve them and u really did helped me alot!!! really Thankx .I want to say sorry if i ever made you angry , sorry . One weirdest thing, how do we met?thats the only thing i cant remembered .haha...Anyway , thats not the important thing .The most important thing is I enjoyed my time hanging with you and had lots of FUN exspecially POOL at metro. haha.The last trip was to KL , it was the most enjoyable time i had with you! I tnk i will be missing ur voice exspecially those crazy laughing sound. haha. Keep in touch and all the best in ur studies . LOVE YOU DEAR! <3>

DEAR & I

To Jade :
hey , i know you since form 1 . And that time everyone called you & Darice TWINS.because you two always do stuff together . haha.. thats my most memorable memory i had . After know you for 5 & a half years , i really found out that you are really a lovely and RANDOM person . you can joke around and laugh out easily , and thats the most fun part about you . Being random is so so unique . haha...Know you so long , i only see you angry twice . haha. But honey , sometimes you are really caring and so sweet to your friends. Thanks for all the joys i had with you for these years , exspecially the trip to KL AMIT concert that . it was really very fun!!! Keep in touch honey and all the best in your studies . LOVE YOU HONEY

HONEY & I

To Audrey :
hey lao po . As you said we know each other when we were form 4 and it was through Wong zin wai . Hmm i cant really remember that because i though i knoe you when form 3 . haha . never mind. that was the past. haha. One thing , WHY i call you Lao Po already?! haha.. i totally cant remember about that , but since that day i always do call you lao po . haha.After getting closer and know you deeper , i found out that you are actually a very strong and funny person. Before i know you , i though that you are a COOL person . haha..but thats not true , you are a very WARM person that care about people . You always being 'SA SA' is really very unique . haha .Thanks for all the advice you gave me and hope that we can just continue Lao Po to each other. haha .. Keep in touch and all the best in your studies and LOVE life! LOVE YOU LAO PO.

LAO PO & I

To Krystal Tan :
BABE!!! hmm when we met? FORM 1 right? i still remembered that you told me you dun like me when you 1st met me in the field during Paisley practice . haha..BUT now ended we both are best friends. haha .A very weird way to meet you .Babe you are a very crazy person you know? duno how to say , just know that you can joke & play & eat . FUUNY person to hang out yeah! Although got 1 year we like LOST contact , but we are still TOGETHER and you are my BABE again! haha.. we girls really crazy . I really had lots of fun together with you .Really want to thank you for lots of advices and acompany me when i felt lonely. Thanks! I will miss the way you laugh and the way you talk cus only YOU own that! haha...Hey hope to meet you in Penang ! Keep in touch and all the best in your studies . LOVE YOU BABE!

me & BABE!

To Carrie Tan :
hey yo!! the 1st time we met was on the field when we Paisley having sports practice. You are the 1st person to talk to me during that practice. really Thanks! Thats how we met and it was since form 1 . The bond of our friendship become stronger when we were both prefects. we hang out when we were WORKING . thats how we were so close to each other. It was getting better when form 4 & for 5 we sit together . we talked all the same and i shared my problems with you . Thank you for all the advice you gave me and being my Best Friend. You are a quite emotional person BUT you are funny and a caring person. Sometimes you will be crazy , talking nonsens but it was FUN ! haha... hey , keep in touch and hope that you can be much STRONGER and DUN GIVE UP easily ! All the best in your studies ! Think + Possitive !

carrie TAN & I

To Melissa :
Hey gurl , you are the 1st person i met in Sabah . i rembered during the orientation day you sit in front of me . that time Faith sit beside you . The 1st impresion was so scary, because i accidently kicked your bag and you turn your head showing a scary face to me haha .. but after a week , we were both given to the same class 1 Bakawali and found out that you are a LOVELY person . We chosed the front table and faith was sitting in between us . haha .. hmm i remembered we had a LARGE fight during form 1 which i forgot wats the reason we fight! haha .. werid ! end up now being so close! haha..Mel , you are a funny & crazy person . you can just SHOUT and LAUGH and what ever ... that always make me feel funny ! haha . but thats the unique part of you . making ppl SMILE and LAUGH! haha... your those crazy ss face were really so so funny! every time i see i surely laugh! haha ..really a fun person to be with! hehe .. so Keep in touch & all the best in your studies & with sweet sweet with Jason !!! LOVE YOU!

me & mel mel

To Darice :
hey hey , i know you since form 1 that every one said that you and jade were TWINS. haha.. thats how i know you . sitting at the back there. cant really know which is Darice which is Jade. haha. because you two last time really look alike . You are my only friend that dun drink cold stuff.. Special! haha.. and you loves those celebrities news. you will always shared exspecially TVXQ's news ! haha .. introduced more and more korean stuff to me ! hehe Thank you! haha. Hey all the best in your studies and keep in touch ! LOVE you!!!

me & Darice

To Queenie :
hey , hmm i think i know you from Benjamin . Remebered that form 1 you sit behind Faith they all and it was quite near to me! we know each other better when we both joined Squash . You are a good player . everytime in a match , you will play the game with calm . Not like me , i always rushed to hope to finish a game . haha..Funny stuff always do happened in class is when someone call either mine or your name we both will answer . haha.. so from that on wards i called you QUEEN! haha..thats surely is calling you if someone call you QUEEN . haha.QUEEN you are a lovely and caring person. everytime i had problems , you will adviced me . Thank you !!!! Hey , Keep in touch & All the BEST in you studies! Dun afraid to do anything and dun give up easily!!!!

queen & I

To Jessica :
Hey hey , the 1st impression of u was i though you are Cynthia . haha .. i though u two were the same person .hehehe sorry ! hahah...you are the 1st & only k jie i got in Sabah . and it was Jan 2009 . hahaha... woo... 1 yr ++ dy o ..hehe... you are really a sweet sister .hehhe... tooo sweett ^^...hmm.. this yr ur birthday cant celebrate with you dy o . we both nt in sabah dy o ..huhu....hope to video cam with u on ur birthday that day o! hahaha... All the best in your studies and GOOD LUCK to you with Dunstan ^^ ..heheh...... LOVE YOU!!!! muaks!!

K jie & I

To Carissa :
hey hey CAR!!! haha... woo we were frenz since form 1 o!!! lama lo!!!hahah 6 yrs already! haha...ur most UNIQUE attitude is you will get HIGH when u eat CHEEZZEEEE & CHOCOLATE! ahaha.. you will be super high & HOT HOT! hahhaah... a very lovely & FUNNY person !! hehe .. glad that i can be your frenz ! haha .. and i love that the way you COMMENT about ppl! it was FUN!!! INTERESTING!!! haha.. Lucky got you to speak English with me , so that at least now i can SPEAK ENGLISH!!! haha ...All the best o in your studies AND keep in touch o SEXY!!! wakakaka.... LOVE YOU!!!

me & carissa!

To Samantha :
hey hey , i will miss ur driving skill that the speed will up to 140km/h.hahha...wooo...PRO!!haha..and i surely will miss your cooking!!! yer yer ...so nice o the food you cooked..!!! i will really miss all the fun trip o!!! remembered that we went to Tuaran to eat tuaran mee!!! CRAZZYY!!! ahaha but that was the nicest tuaran mee i ever had! yeah!!! yummy!!! haha... hope to meet you in West Malaysia together had a crazy trip again! yeah!!! ahaha keep in touch o !! Good luck in your studies!!! LOVE YOU!!!!

sam & I

To Jocelyn :
hey , hmm met u since form 1 .hehe.. than suddently form 3 u dissapear to 3A..haha...than form 4 we met again.hahah...see you like tiam tiam person but actually you r not .haha... you r a fun person.. can joke & laugh around .haha...actually i got one thing i still dun understand , y last time they said you n Ivan togther???haha better dun together with him o , he got PROBLEM one.haha..jk jk ..haha... all the best in your studies o !!! keep in touch o!!!

me & JOcelyn

To Esther Tan :
BAO BEI!!! haha ..the 1st time we met was form 4 .. you are the NEW student that time. haha.. you look like a korean o!!! really!!! haha ..hmm cant really rmb how i know you . mayb you are tooFriendly ..really a very friendly person !!! hmm we really had a very enjoyable time in KL..woo....haha.. remember fall asleep watching tv and needed my help to help you take off your specs.haha.. so cute!!!! hmm the funniest thing about you is YOU really duno all the road although had been driving for quite a while dy .haha... i like your positive thinking o! always can tnk positively!!!! hehe.. Bao Bei keep in touch o! You will always be my BAO BEI!!! all the best ya!!!! muask! LOVE YOU!!!

me & BAO BEI

To Lii Ern :
hey , we had been friends for almost 6 yrs dy o ! hehe..hmmm you are a very talented person. very good in everything!!! WOA!!! haha . i very admire you that you can success in ur studies and also your others. i like the way you played your violin! haha ..pro!!! haha ... i will miss your smile alot o!!!Hope to meet you again in KK o! haha... Never Give up in anything o! hehe .ALL the best in your studies & Keep In touch !!! LOVE you!!!

me & Lii Ern

To Wong Zin Wai :
wei wei!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!! met you end of form 3 o !! haha than form 4 at last we were same class! haha.. You are really an interesting & OPEN minded person i ever met! haha ..you can joke around , shout out easily & love to LAUGH! haha .. felt relax when with you ! ^^.hope that we can joke around when the next time we meet up o! haha ... All THE BEST in your studies & HAPPY forever with your ALWYN HO! haha ... good luck ! KEEP in touch o !! MUUMUAKS!
LOVE YOU!!!!!

me & wei wei

Today 18th May 2010 , Tuesday
My last day in KK dy .
woke up at 11am . too tired dy cus i packed my luggage till 3am ++
and i cant really sleep cus keep tnk of what will happen on the 19th .
on monday night , atlast i cried cus of tay o! haha ...
hmm my last yum cha will be at 8pm at city mall.
quite a long time i dint go City Mall dy o ! huhu
miss the mall. ^^
actually today plan to go Suria to try the new cinema
BUT i just dun feel like going out .
i rather stay at home o ! haha ..
packing again ..really lots of cloths to bring o! haha
just now went out for lunch with my mom ..
i ate kk hokien mee..yummyy!! hehe
never noe that that shop's food were so nice !haha
back home non stop watch AOD .. i will miss my AOD !!!huhu..haha
by 7.40pm , i drove out from my hse to go and fetch Audrey & Wei Wei .
then we went to city mall..
yeah !!!
tonitght is my LAST NIGHT in KK !
lAST yum cha dy !!!!
so huhu....met all my closest friends!!!
will miss you all!!
yeah , i dint cry leh !! hehe...
wulalala....

TO EVERY1 , i will surely miss you all..
Papi & Mami , i will surely MISSSSS you all.. Take care o!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!
FRENZ!!!! LOVE YOU all!!! thx for being my frenz for these years here !!!
LOVE YOU ALL TOOO!!!! MUASKSSSS!!!!

BYE BYE EVERYONE!!!!
LOVE YOU ALLLL!!!!